To Hell And Back, I Return Broken

To Hell And Back, I Return Broken

You will never let me get out of this alive,

you scratch my chest until it bleeds,

burning me in the flames of hell,

I numb you with false calm,

force the night upon me to escape,

You become stronger, 

you build your strenght on my fear,

I fight, Fight, FIGHT for my life!

But you will be my life long companion.

You tear me apart, piece by piece

I become  your prisoner,

Forever trying to find a way out,

The gates of hell are open, 

but the way up is long,

I fall and you drag me back in chains,

I scream, but no one comes,

fading away,

I am a dying star,

to broken to shine,

You appear stronger then ever,

you give me the kiss of death and life,

then you whisper,

I give you hope,

You give me a torch and say,

This will lead you,

I am torn to shreds, 

marked forever by the flames of hell,

vounerable and changed,

stronger but weak,

I now leave a shadow

that will always be right behind me,

when light is upon me you fade, 

in darkness you are always 

as close as you can be,

I can never flee from you, 

accept is all I can do,

force you away with numbing help,

you will always be there for me,

You are my closest friend and enemy,

The bond between us will never break,

it is forever you and me,

There is no escape,

We are united as one,

But you will NEVER define me!

(This is the Emotion Anxiety)