Loss comes in many shapes..

(Picture by John Bauer)

Misstakes never learned from,

are punished by the deepest of pain,

the outmost regret

I will now vanish,
 vanish for you,

never again let you in to my life,

the cracks are too obvious,

to you,

I will give you an empty shell,

 one you can never destroy ,

what is already gone,

once again
 is never again,

I will die with this inside,

and you will never know,

Pretend is a game well known,
 all that is real,

that is all I have ever known,

The most intimate moment,

and I am alone,
I am fake,
I give what you want

nothing more,

Tears hidden behind forced smiles,

 is a passed,

it turned into the future,

built on unspoken truths

I will now be a stranger,

to you,

false and unheard,

a passed never to be resolved

Blame is all that is left,

twisted truths are spoken,

never accepted,

I am forever hidden,

for you,

I shall be unknown,
Always,

to you

Resentment will be our love,
and so,

Love will be our one regret,

covered in each others misery,

Words never spoken is how I leave you,

I am left with the lies of a broken tounge,

whispers are dwelling in the shadows,

As we together stand,
split as two

I will never be yours,

again,

Lost if forever lost,

in me,

I feel nothing, if anything at all,

There is nothing there

anymore,

the passed is infront,

and what is,

is now me alone,

its over, you are gone.