Do We Dare To Open Our Soul,Or Do We Forever Keep It hidden?

Sometimes It is hard to know if we try to protect ourselves from letting people in or letting ourselvs out

This picture was taken on Chrismas eve last year in Borås, for some reason I like barbwires and the in their harshness looks so beautiful!

 This one speaks to me in a very different way.

Under the fragile glass of our body lays the soul full of secrets. Our heart hurts when the soul cannot take anymore. It aches and sometimes it even Breaks!  Just like any other defense we start to protect ourself from this horrible feeling and put up this fence of insecurity and distrust. Who can we trust enough to dare to get your heart broken or your soul to cry? Will the heart ever heal and will the tears of the soul ever dry if it has once been there?

The shadows of previous experiences lays heavy around us and it feeds on our pain and tears.

 In time the shadow might ease up a little as the pain settles down and we might dare to open our fences a little, a glimpse of hope in trust rises. We might find that one person that will light up the shadows and break the fence.  Dissapointment and anger turns into hope in good and we are ready to be vaunerable. 

But Sometimes the pain and distrust is too big and the shadows has turned into and impenetrable shell and our fence turnes into a iron wall. We will never let someone in or let ourselves out, our heart is crushed into a million butterflies in a room of mirrors. The only soul you will ever touch is the one others let you see, the ones that not yet have that fence, the ones that not yet is covered by shadows.